I never forgot that. And at my lowest point, I reached out to her in September 2014. At the time, everything felt so bleak, I felt dead inside. I won't say I was depressed, just getting by. Functioning as best as I can. She said my aura was black! But she told me there was a light at the end of the tunnel. She really helped me understand what was going on and how to deal. I won't go into details but it was very therapeutic for me. And it's not anything I haven't heard from friends and family. Nor anything I haven't thought of myself. But when it's coming from a stranger who doesn't have a stake in the game, it's very eye-opening. Plus there's an element of looking into the future and the whole crystal ball thing. Hey, don't judge! That session got me through that very dark period. Not only grieving my mom but also a relationship that I thought was my happily ever after.
And now my "therapist" said I've come a long way from that time in 2014! My aura is no longer black. I'm hopeful again. Wow, can't believe it took so long to get to where I am. After a lot of realizations....and don't get me wrong, there are still tough moments. But life seems more manageable. I believe blogging helps as well. So thank you to all for continuing to read about my trials and tribulations. When the stats show "0" people viewing my blog, then I'll know it's time to stop.